Yours

I don't think I have ever expressed to you how much you mean to me. And I write to you in English today but I hope one day you can understand me in my language. I don't mind, I don't mind having one hundred mistakes everytime I type if it is to talk to you. I would do it for you over and over again. You're more than worth it, you're really worth it. You give me more than I'll be able to give to you, you're the sun in the cloudy days, the warm in the cold, the light in the dark. You're the reason of my smiles, of my heart racing, you're the reason my life is way better now. You mean the world, the sun and the stars to me. You mean the whole universe, you're my life right now. And I love you, and the best part is that I know that I'll keep loving you for ages, everyday a little bit more. I'll die loving you, because you are already a part of my heart, and nothing ever is going to change that. I want to be with you no matter what, in the good and bad times, and I know, of course I know, that our relationship is difficult and we'll have some important decisions to make, but I don't want to be far away from you, because I feel like my heart would break if I do that. You keep me alive, you make me want to be better, better for you. Because you deserve more, and I want to be that more in your life. I want you to look at me and think that you made a good decision by being with me, because I know I don't have any regrets about that, and I'll never have, no matter what. You're special, every little part of you is, and there's so much still to learn about you, to discover, that I can't and I don't want to stop. I want to spend the rest of my life exploring you, knowing you, and maybe it's too soon to say this, or it never happens, but this is what I feel right now, and I think that if you feel something in a certain point of your life, it's true. Or it was true, in case of look at it from the future. So this is my true, love, this is my true right now and I wouldn't change that for anything in the world. I wouldn't change you. I'm sorry, because I'm not perfect and I hurt you in so many ways, with my insecurities and doubts, but I would say it a thousand times if it were needed, I can doubt about everything, but not about you, about what I feel about you. And I know that we're young and there's a lot of people out there, but I don't care about them. I care about you and what you make me feel. And you make me really happy, the happiest woman in the world, and I owe you everything for that. I wanted to do this here because I don't delete anything, no matter that I don't feel like that anymore, or that I don't like what I wrote, because here in all this blog what you're reading is my heart in different moments from my life, and this is it right now, this is it what my heart feels. My heart has a name, and it's yours.